jiwaliar

i cant help but have to half stopped myself. stopping from shooting everyday...coz I m not doing good at all in my uni life now..life is bad. i just wish i can snap snap snap. shoot shoot shoot.but it doesnt! but it's okay. i will keep updating. i will shoot what i need to what i just think i want to shoot. keeps me awake from what is real rather than just a dream. well, it doesnt mean that im going back to square one. we can just take the camera and try to shoot at home. moreover, i m going to move and have my own single room! yay! it means more privacy and FREEDOM! is that okay? yes i think that is the best part of my life rit

im on assignment.. yes...the 2 categories that i ***ing hate..Do you want to know what are they? Potrait and Photojournalism. It is like a nightmare to me every night that i was thinking how can i complete this assignment by the end of 2010. However, God is so good to me. Last week, i made friends with this Regional Indonesia Forum..the name is Kaskus. But i joined their photography kaskus group.. It is far from what i've imagined. So i went to shoot a model... ( HUMAN/ POTRAIT ) and some how i fall in love with 85mm. and somehow, for my eyes (amateur), i did not a bad shot..i meant, i was far behind from the rest..the rest were like t

I begin to love this new baby of mine. The first thought when i bought last week, is that i have bought a wrong lens. The only reason I bought it because less than 1 more month I have to go back to Indonesia, and surely this lens would be useful to capture my memories there. However, when I try to mix everything up ; the lens,the ND4 and Circular polarizing Filter, i begin to hate this lens. No way I can turn back.My guru said no use of regretting. This makes me feeling more sad. I really should have bought macro lens. However, today....I begin to understand that nothing is impossible. I guess, love will grow in time. Just like when you lov