i cant help but have to half stopped myself.
stopping from shooting everyday...coz I m not doing good at all in my uni life now..life is bad. i just wish i can snap snap snap.
shoot shoot shoot.but it doesnt!
but it's okay. i will keep updating.
i will shoot what i need to what i just think i want to shoot.
keeps me awake from what is real rather than just a dream.
well, it doesnt mean that im going back to square one.
we can just take the camera and try to shoot at home.
moreover, i m going to move and have my own single room! yay!
it means more privacy and FREEDOM! is that okay?
yes i think that is the best part of my life rite now.
school life cannot be rejected. cannot be avoided. it just runs thru like hell..
but have to survive. if can then next 2 years can go back to indonesia! i dont really want to stay here. wish me luck guys!











